The title says it all. School is evil. it must be stopped.
My stomach is growling hardcore right now. It and my brain are plotting against me, reminding me that i have a sandwich in my backpack, telling me i deserve it when i KNOW i don't. I hate myself today. I have cuts on my ribs and a hurt arm and a sore back and my neck is getting really bad and... :( i hurt all over.
I just want to see Libby.
My leg is asleep.
My schoolwork. Ugh. I am so ridiculously behind right now. I feel like I'm in one of those video games where the plates are falling and you try to catch them before they shatter, as soon as i run over here and have this side under control, the plates on the other side are shattering. As soon as i focus my attentions on one area, the rest of the areas all go to shit.
*sigh
I know this guy. He is sitting behind me right now. He used to be a good friend of mine. Now he is a total dick and calls me fat (which i am) and tells me all this shit and i can't fucking take it anymore.
So I made a promise that I would never use any substances again. Oops. I smoked weed this morning.
God hates me.
"I ain’t happy
But I'm feelin' glad
I've got sunshine
in a bag."
- Clint Eastwood, Gorillaz
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