Hangover

I wrote this Monday in the late morning/early afternoon.

The morning after is never fun. After I ended the post I went upstairs and puked a lot. Partially self initiated, but definitely helped out by the fact that I had the equivalent of 1 can of tequila. This particular tequila was illegal, from Mexico. It’s illegal because it’s around 85% alcohol.

Well my mom came in and saw me puking and took (sort of) pity on me. she brought me a pillow and a cup of water. I kept begging them not to leave me through mouthfuls of vomit. I got it in my hair…

She left me and I fell asleep on the bathroom floor.

I woke up at 3 am and went into my bed.

I didn’t wake up again until 11:30. It’s now 12:50 and I’m staying home from school.

Thank God for that. I wouldn’t make it through school today.

I feel bad for drinking. Here I am, supposedly a Christian, and I’m getting drunk to the point of puking.

Last night I recorded (just sound) of me reading what I typed last night. Holy shit was I gone. But I’m not gonna let myself edit the post at all, for sake of letting myself be real once in awhile. Maybe if I drink again tomorrow night I can get out of more school. I hope so. I can’t wait till I can call Kristin. Maybe I can catch her while she and Libby are still at school and talk to them both. I hope so.

My intake so far today:

Soup: 20 cals

1 danactive: 15 cals

2 vitamin chews: 40 cals

Total: 75

Let’s see if I can get by with only that for the rest of the day.

Ttyl gotta finish the paper I obviously didn’t finish last night.

1:21 pm

Large sprite: 80 cals

Total: 155