I wrote this last night.
What is wrong with me? What did my parents do wrong to have me turn out this way? Am I such a masochist that now I won’t even let myself sleep?
I took a nap after school, for 2 hours. Seems like the only time I can really sleep is when the sun is up. As soon as the sun sets I am wide awake. I am going to steal food tonight, but instead of purging, so my throat can heal, I’m going to use laxatives. Really all I’m doing is shifting the injury to another area of my body, but I’ve given up caring. I know what I do is horrible, but I LOVE the results.
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