Sometimes I just need to look at myself logistically. I mean yes I miss the security blanket of my disease, how it made everything I did focused toward one goal even if it wasn't a healthy goal, but just the same, I don't miss the distance it put between myself and my peers. Plus, I have someone who loves me just the way I am.
On a darker note, I did cocaine again last night. I really didn't think I was ever going to do it again, but here I am, with about the zillionth nosebleed of the day. I still have some left over too...
I'm going to sell it and buy some gauges instead.
I love you, Boyfriend. :D
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