I wrote this Yesterday...
I don’t feel like posting, but I’m forcing myself. I’m having horrible mood swings right now, and I know why.
Yesterday my mood was so giddy and amazing that I ate so much, I felt so good about myself that I didn’t think it would hurt. It did.
Yesterday was perfect up until the point when my phone was stolen by a total bitch. I got it back today, and they suspended her. When she comes back, I’m dead. She’s gonna come back with a grudge like no other.
On the bright side, I didn’t eat lunch. I had some weight control oatmeal for breakfast, which was somewhere around 150 calories.
I’m going to start the ABC diet next week maybe… I think it will be muy difícil over Christmas break, but hopefully I can manage. I just want to be skinny. Please, God, make me skinny. Skinny skinny.
Pleasseeeee I want to be skinny.
I wanna be beautiful
So fuckin’ bad
Get the compliments I’ve never had.
I wanna be on the cover of
Vogue magazine
Smilin’ next to beckham and Lavigne
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my bones like shinin’ lights
A different diet every night
Oh I, I swear
The world better prepare
For when I’m lighter than air
THIS IS NOT LIBBY!
ReplyDeletereally you need to stop saying you want to be skinny when u weight way less than the average person ur age. Honestly u dont need to be a skeleton to be attractive. idk if u have realized it but nowadays people like girls to have a little extra meat on them. looking like ur dying isnt attractive, and i know you get way more compliments than you act like you get. Libby will probably be furious that i wrote all this but i think you need to realize ur killing urself for NO GOOD REASON! you are beautiful and you wont hear people say that as much once they can see your bones, when your thighs dont even touch. you want more compliments? eat a damn twinkie. <3 Sam